Searching For Love
As a teenager who have suffered from the system of his country for too long,
who has lost his youth searching for happiness looking for it in every place
in his country trying to believe that there might be still light in his country
and he may find happiness and love and caring inside it, but eventually he knew
that he couldn't find such a thing in hell, yes that's true his country became
hell for him.
he felt like he was growing up so fast like he was aging and he was afraid
to lose his youth his strength and his power, so he decided to go to another
country searching for shelter for love for someone to care about him and for a
girl to take good care of him to kiss him every morning and to love him no
matter what, despite where he is from or what he believes in despite all the differences
between them she will fall in love with him and she will accept him. His dreams
was too normal and too easy he just wanted love and someone to care about him
he couldn't find that in his country , he couldn't find love because love never
excited their or because it's forbidden by the name of the religion . so he
went to another country and he actually found peace and love, music and art genuine beauty and he was always waiting
for the first kiss he was always looking around from which girl it might come from
, he was really shy to act or even to speak with girls he didn't even knew if
he can ask a girl to go with him for a dinner or not he felt like he might be rejected and that will
destroy him that would kill him and he was always doubting himself asking
himself why would any girl go out with me . He was really broken from the
inside he felt like a stranger asking himself would they accept or not. Does anything
I do would be strange for them or it would be okay. maybe no one will
understand him or understand what he is surffing from or they might be laughing
at him while they are reading this massage for himself maybe they won't understand
his craziness about finding this first kiss, but this kiss would be the gate,
the gate of happiness and endless love it would be the end of him doubting
himself and finally find peace.
